Your Life in Moderation

This is a post I haven't written for a long time now, I didn't understand it all at first but here goes nothing...

People tend to think "I have to be", "I want to be", "If I don't..", "I'm not sure" those are some of life's general insecure thoughts. If you have never felt this way at all you are not human. I have given a lot of thought and have done a lot of reading; in general in my opinion our thoughts are controlled by society and media. I see there is need for more; simply living in America can't always be the best... "could it"?




Investigating the human mind is such a critical and theoretical study. Not only can't you be too sure; but there's a lot going against your evidence. No one truly understands the human mind and the entirety of the thought process. The soul in general is something one cannot understand completely because it's unique for everyone.

Not only is it hyperbole but much of America is fixed on the needs to provide; provide what? Provide everything, many want to be perfect; to achieve success, to be great, known, historical in some. The truth is; the brainwashing of the media, the un-truthful reporting of the media, the bullshit in politics, the corruption, the human soul and mind...

It's all unpredictable.

When one ventures into a lion's den; the lion kills. Not by thought or idea or even persuasion, but by instinct.

When one lies, it's by thought, by idea, the person has given life to the action and a little bit of it is instinct to survive, to protect.

To protect what? It could range from self image to family. It's important to know the way America is being influenced in today's modern age.

Is there a way to know if your life has been affected by such effects?
Yes. Do you find yourself asking all those questions? Do you feel too proud to admit such feelings? Have you dreamed of having everything? Do you wish you could be like another person? Are you a fan of another?

More to come...

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Hello everyone, it's been awhile since I posted an update. Sorry to neglect you all.. popular private torrent tracker (TorrentLeech.org) is down for some odd reason.
You ratio cheats should really be careful, my guess is they are adding some fixes. I could be wrong though, it's been a while since I invaded the underground scene, some groups kind of kept me from caring too much, at least for a while. Fighting here and there, nfo trash talk (who needs it?). Anyways, the Playstation 3 has still not been hacked yet, come on where the fuck is that loader Reloaded? We can successfully run a striped version of Linux on that $400 hardware and can't even get a decent hack, where's everyone? Windows Mobile 6.5 CDMA cooked roms can be found at ppcgeeks. xda developer's as well for the GSM folks!

Oh yeah and I got myself a new HTC Touch Diamond last week, it's classy definitely a good buy ($300) insurance ($50 deductible for a replacement).

Summertime's here guys, are you ready for some summer fun?

Red Alert 3: Sex Sells

There is a lot of talk online about the women of Red Alert 3, most of it is negative from dedicated fans of the Red Alert Series.

They mainly complain about EA advertising the game using sexual influence.

I disagree with their arguments, beautiful women is a great thing to see, especially on posters.

Do you think I want to see some ugly chick in the game? No. Putting hot chicks in the game and making them "slutty" is a way to get some guys to buy the game, especially if they are a fan of Jenny McCarthy, all the other RA fans will still buy this game regardless. So I say to you sirs, please refrain from flaming EA for portraying really beautiful and gifted women as "sluts", I think they are quite gorgeous and make the game a little more realistic, they look so good that I don't mind them being there. And remember, they are women who deserve the same respect as us so please try not to be so negative, besides they are actors...

The last thing I have to say about this is that Red Alert has always had sexy women within the game, even in it's infancy so why would you have a problem with it now?

Cable Company & Self Setup Hassles

You're a cable customer and you pay for cable and high speed internet.

You have a Desktop PC and a laptop at home, your cable company provides you with a free modem to connect to the Internet, that leaves you with no wireless laptop internet connection (WiFi). So lets say you are somewhat competent and you understand the way things work in this world, you don't want to connect your modem to a router then have the router connect to the computers which should get Internet access, this causes unnecessary clutter and more wires to have around.

Instructions
1. First you purchase something called a wireless cable modem gateway.
2. Next you connect this wireless cable modem gateway to the cable outlet on the wall, or perhaps you have cable and have a splitter, just connect it there then.
3. Read your installation guide/cd for your wireless cable modem gateway and follow the instructions sequentially.
4. Afterward, make sure your wireless modem is connected to your PC by ethernet cord and powered on, you will want to restart the pc and the modem when this is correct.
5. Next, try to access a web page, you may see a message that says you must give "an agent mac address" or media access control address, this is an Internet installation page, basically it says to call your cable company and let them know the MAC address of the wireless cable modem gateway so they can register it on their network so you can have access to the Internet from your own purchased Wireless modem/router.
6. Finally, call your cable company's customer support number and tell them you bought your own modem and would like to use your own instead of theirs, make sure you tell them you would like to use the one you purchased rather than the one they want to lease you, make up some excuse or just say you don't like their modem for various reasons...
7. They will try to talk you out of it, they'll try to get you to change your mind and just use theirs. Do not let them change your mind, they may sound convincing and they will surely say things that will make you feel a bit pressured, regardless of what they tell you.. Let them know you bought your own modem and you want to use it, tell them you'll return the one they provided you and all will be fine.
8. The technician or professional on the other side of the phone will ask you for a MAC address, give him/her the Wireless modem's HFC MAC ID located underneath the modem, they will ask you to do restarts and what not.. do them.
9. Finally, once they set up your modem on their network, you should have Internet access. Congratulations, you just saved money on your cable bill!

When you have standard internet from your internet provider it is okay, but when you want wireless, they will usually slap a fee on to your account monthly, this fee is usually $10-$12 extra. That's just for wanting to have wireless from your provider.
You don't need to pay them $10 for this, that is hysterical. You can invest your own money in a $100+ wireless cable modem gateway which acts as both a standard cable modem and router (for Wireless Internet).

I recommend if you're interested in this and saving money that you follow the steps above and purchase a Motorola SBG900 this thing might be pricey ($141.00) but it sure is worth it, this way no matter what internet provider you choose you can use your own modem and have wireless free of charge since your provided it yourself and this takes out the $10/mo for wireless, and the $50 installation fee (since you did it yourself).

When you think about it, setting up a modem or wireless modem or router really isn't difficult and even a well educated 7th grader with a manual can set it up in a snap.

Another tip is, don't be rude to the technician on the phone be as nice as can be, but be sure to let them know you want to use your own modem, the one I mentioned above works just fine and comes with a CD with automatic setup, if you buy it be sure to install it first.

Remember there's always ways to save money and sometimes it just takes someone with a little bit a knowledge and courage to find it.

The Quiet Night

Well, I made this blog about a month ago, never set up my account until tonight.  

Work and school sure have me occupied, I will be posting lots of things here within the year.  

Things to look forward to from this blog are life, education, friends, situations, beginnings, rants (possibly), thoughts, dreams, inspirations, art, culture, travel, politics, web-design jibber jaber, css tricks, search engine optimization tips, favorite resources, useful webmaster information, funny stuff, the works. I will try my best not to advertise.